Michael Hunter McVay
Author of
Little Boy Black & Blue
A Survival Story - Full Version
* 469 Pages, Full-color Images *
Other Titles in Fiction, Non-fiction, and Self-Help
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"I have the amazing power of invisibility! Even YOU wouldn't be seen with me!"
BUT... if you want to know more about me, my collections, my miniatures or any of my books, just key my full name, "Michael Hunter McVay," into the search box on Amazon!
It makes me sick to see this world where beautiful, loving, innocent people, animals and children are obliterated and erased from the planet at the whims of wealthy imbeciles with power and position.
I sit alone, and my ADHD, c-PTSD partially controlled mind wanders. I FEEL the energy as it leaves what was once beauty, crushed by the hands of monsters who serve only themselves, while what nature has given us should be treasured! I don't give a flying FF if you can't relate to anything I say. That's okay, because YOU be YOU! Do what it takes to get you through, but all I ever ask is to bring "HARM TO NONE."
I know wonderful people all over the world, but I have very, very few close friends. I am not successful at everything I try, but at least I try! I will not always be here for you, but I wish that I could be there at any second that you need me. We share a beautiful, tragic, fabulous, wondrous, terrifying world together at the same time, but we are not the same - you and I, in any other way. Perhaps, we have common interests, goals, dreams, and desires, but our lives are completely unique and incomparable. We are divided in far more ways than we are unified, but that is what should bring us together rather than rip us apart.
I try NOT to have enemies. Holding on to hate and/or wishing revenge on even the very people who mistreated us the most, is wasted energy. Make peace if possible. Be the one to make the first move to fix things that YOU have shared responsibility in destroying. You do not have to forgive nor forget wrongdoings done to you but at least try to understand what made the other person chose to act out or respond so negatively. With that said, if making peace is impossible - learn to make peace with yourself.
Some of the worst situations start from a simple misunderstanding and escalate into a nightmare result. Listen, communicate and HEAR each other FIRST. By this, I am not suggesting that you can't have a sense of humor and joke around. Think first. AND - being stoic may keep you calmer and younger looking, but unless it comes naturally to you - choose to be the unique, REAL YOU at all times!
Now and then, I think I am still "kind of pretty" for my age, and I try to stay in decent shape for what it's worth, but I know the clock is ticking and I will not be able to pull it all together and continue to appear acceptable enough for society. I never really tried to be what "they" require or expect. I lack the means to meet the standards, in a number of ways. I have never been allowed to feel worthy because of many downfalls - some my own fault, some not so much. I hurt people unintentionally by saying stupid things before I really think about it. If you only knew how all of this came to be.
I know I was so much more than anyone could handle as a kid, but it was a time when there was NO ONE who knew what was actually wrong with me. I am me because of all the things that were/are wrong with me. I OWN it all! I am FREE! I don't NEED anything from you. I'm not expecting nor asking for anything except what I always wish for. Forgot what my wish is?
"Be GOOD to each other! It is FREE! Give your time, devotion, enthusiasm, abilities, gifts and powers whenever and however you can, as often as possible - with HARM TO NONE!"
Again, I'm not looking for anything from you that you can't give freely. THIS post is NOT about YOU. I write for me. I am a writer, even if I am the only one who actually knows that. There are millions and millions of other people and other books for you to explore. Somewhere, everything you want awaits you, but YOU must look for it. It is NOT coming to you.
Blessed be! You may always join me at my table. I am waiting for you. Now, it is your turn.
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CRAZY SH*T I DO TO SELL MY BOOKS! Who do I have to ______ to sell a book! Cheeseus! Get a grip, we're all adults here, yeah? Kick back with me for a minute! Watch the damn video!
They say puppies and babies increase advertising sales, right? "Well, Cooter, I ain't got me no babies!" Let's see if these can help me sell a few books! You guessed it! I'm a struggling author aching to share my story because I think there are other people out there who need to know that they are not alone! YOU are a survivor, and you have a reason to be here! IYKYK!
I tell the true story of being the little boy, teen, young man, etc... who survived decades of torture and abuse at the hands of a psychotic maniac in my inspiring LGBTQ+ coming of age memoir, "Michael, Little Boy Black & Blue," and I have a few other titles that follow along with this one. I have some pretty-raunchy, silly, Southern comedy too, "The Repulsive Tales of Wayward Fern" may be a good choice if you like weird shit!
As a former hick and an LGBTQ+ Author, I write real, true-life tales of love, lust, passion, betrayal, abuse, torture, pleasure, joy, and pain with a tinge of humor and inspiration from the heart. I ended up with PTSD and lived with un-diagnosed ADHD from childhood. I was a little smart-ass and maybe I deserved some butt-kicking, but not all of what I went through. Not looking for ANY pity! Never! Everybody has something hidden! But look at me! I became a successful professor, and I have set out to help as many people as I can since retiring. I'm a good listener too! I try so hard to live by the motto of "HARM TO NONE" as best I can. All of my books are very inexpensive, just like me, and often FREE on Amazon! It cost a lot to look this cheap - (thanks, Dolly)!!
Check out my websites for more information on my books in fiction and non-fiction genres. I'm itching to write more stuff! Want some stuff?
Just key in "Michael Hunter McVay" on the Amazon search box to find my titles!
Michael Little Boy Black & Blue: Surviving the Effects of a Poisonous Child Abuser
Michael, Little Boy Blacker & Bluer: Surviving the Effects of a Poisonous Child Abuser II
The Repulsive Tales of Wayward Fern: When Drinking and Thinking Don't Mix