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Michael McVay Family Photos LGBTQ+ Child Abuse PTSD Surviving Child Abuse LGBT Gay Memoir Adult survivor childhood abuse DAILY WITCHY WISH

What is it like to live with PTSD, Family Trauma, Child abuse survival and other personal issues? THE BOOKS Currently, there are FIVE books available in paperback or Kindle format (readable on ANY device). More titles will be coming to this site soon. Follow as I introduce you to more of my writing in my logs and shared from my social media sites. There will be a selection of fiction and non-fiction titles added, as well as updates. Titles are available for purchase through Amazon.com. Prices change from time to time and some of my books are often listed as FREE when I can schedule them. BUY IT Little Boy Black & Blue A Survival Story - FULL VERSION ISBN-13 979-8792164192 Non-Fiction/ Child-abuse/ Memoir, with additional helpful links. This is the updated and FULL VERSION, updated full color book that delves into a life of utter chaos! Mentally and physically abused, young Michael struggles to find normalcy in a world filled with torture and seemingly unending turmoil. From the early age of five, Michael began to develop unique coping mechanisms in order to survive the ongoing agony of his daily life. What was his special power? Was it always there, or did it manifest due to necessity? What was it that woke him up seconds before the phone or doorbell would ring? What gave him warnings of potential harm? Why such a strange life? Can you relate? Would you want to? In his alone time, free from the restraints of his abuser, he created his own little "perfect" family of dolls and secret places. He created a family of puppets made from peanuts, then another from sewn cloth. He wasn't allowed to have toys as a youngster, but he created a maze of hiding places and grew a collection of dolls and he built miniature mansions. The struggle remained real, however, with threats and violence that left life-long scars. Who knew? Michael refused to be bound by his past, but he found that it has a way of catching up when least expected. His, is a story of pain, loss and torment, but it also serves as an example of hope, perseverance and resilience. Through his journey, he was able to overcome the temptations of suicide, drugs, sexual abuse and torture to become a successful artist, a teacher and a miniaturist, all while searching for someone that he never knew he had lost. Tragedy and torment became normal, but how does one move on? 18+ BUY IT The Repulsive Tales of Wayward Fern When Drinking and Thinking Don't Mix ISBN-13 979-8710324011 Fiction A Southern Dramadey (comedy-drama) Sweet, handsome, and young innocent bystander, Curtis Reynolds, was walking his dog, Daryl, when the two of them stumbled upon a raging, hormonal, beast of nature, FERN, who was busily cleaning out her cooter in a lake just outside of a small Mississippi town. Does love blossom between them? Hardly! Curtis is a hard-working, openly gay, single man who is always trying to do the right thing. Fern, his newly found "friend from the lake" is a drunken, self-absorbed, self-admitted sex-addict who is always in search of a good time, a cold beverage and a cigarette. But is she all bad? Yeah, probably. But is it her fault? Maybe! She manages to squeeze her way into as many bizarre situations as possible, wreaking havoc upon the residents of sleepy Meridian, Mississippi. How did she suddenly appear in the lake? Where did she come from and what the hell does she want from poor Curtis? Fern can be a real twat, as you will see, but is she lovable? She cannot be all bad, right? What is she like when she's sober? Who lives and who dies? Will Underdog swoop in and save the day? Or perhaps Mighty Mouse? Scooby Doo? Curtis? You'll have to read this almost entirely true, HOMO-EROTIC story to find out! Admittedly, it is MOSTLY true, but a couple of names were barely changed to protect the guilty. Lives are forever changed in this woeful, comedic tale. 18+ "This book is a total Southern hick shitshow! Might be real, might be embellished!" MICHAEL, Little Boy Black & Blue Surviving the Effects of a Poisonous Child Abuser ISBN-13 979-8701820690 Non-Fiction/ Child-abuse/ Memoir/ Childhood memories Book ONE of THREE (Or purchase the 469 page, FULL version, shown above). Michael, Little Boy Black & Blue, chronicles the life and the experiences of an LGBTQ+ youth who endured unimaginable mental and physical abuse and violence starting at the age of five, in the early 1960s, continuing through the gay movement of the 1970s, the AIDS epidemic and its backlash of the 1980s and beyond, which resulted in his development of severe complex PTSD and other health conditions. Michael, with undiagnosed ADHD, refused to be bound by his past, but he found that it has a way of catching up when least expected. His, is a story of pain, loss and torment, but it also serves as an example of hope, perseverance and resilience. Through his journey, he was able to overcome the temptations of suicide, drugs, sexual abuse and torture to become a successful artist, a teacher and a miniaturist, all while searching for someone that he never knew he had lost. First in a trilogy, the second book, shown below, picks up where this one ends. 18+ BUY IT BUY IT MICHAEL, Little Boy Blacker & Bluer Surviving the Effects of a Poisonous Child Abuser II ISBN-13 979-8726132778 Non-Fiction, Book TWO of Three Are you ready to take another wild ride down the PTSD slide? Let's venture into the life of someone who suffers from ADHD, complex PTSD and vestibular conditions. Michael, Little Boy Blacker & Bluer, is a continuing saga which chronicles the life and the experiences of an LGBTQ+ youth who endured unimaginable mental and physical abuse and violence starting at the age of five, in the early 1960s, continuing through the gay movement of the 1970s, the AIDS epidemic, and its backlash of the 1980s and beyond, which resulted in his development of complex PTSD, BDD, and other health conditions. This companion edition covers events and people not fully explored in the first book as well as providing a deeper voyage into self-healing. Michael refused to be bound by his past, but he found that it has a way of catching up when least expected. His, is a story of pain, loss and torment, but it also serves as an example of hope, perseverance and resilience. We get a closer look at his life's passions, through many images of his doll and miniature collections. Through his journey, he was able to overcome the temptations of suicide, drugs, sexual abuse and torture to become a successful artist, a teacher and a miniaturist, all while searching for someone that he never knew he had lost. This book is a must, if you have read the first book. Try it too, if you haven't read it! There is a third book in the trilogy, designed to help others with generous links. That book is shown below. 18+ BUY IT COMPLEX PTSD & ME Surviving the Effects of a Poisonous Child Abuser III ISBN-13 979-8512790205 Non-Fiction, Book three of three (trilogy) Delve into an ADHD mind that developed and adapted very differently from early childhood. See the world through the eyes and dreams of someone who struggles with severe complex post-traumatic stress disorder after decades of torture and abuse at the hands of a brutal, psychotic maniac. Michael uses humor and a tinge of sarcasm to discuss severe c-PTSD in a way that is easily understandable and relatable. This third book includes all the technical jargon needed to understand the clinical background of the illness, but he also describes the effects in a concise and personal way in his own words. Through it all, he was able to thrive and lead a fulfilling life and you can do the same no matter the issues you may be facing. This last part of the trilogy is filled with tragedy and triumph, nightmares and wonder. Michael writes with passion and inspiration from the heart. It is an honest exploration into a world unseen by most. Whether or not you have personally experienced abuse, ADHD, or c-PTSD, this book is for anyone who appreciates the struggles of our human existence. Get in-depth looks at the abuser, the abused, and the circle of life surrounding them all. Disorders associated with PTSD are included and discussed. This book may be challenging at the darkest times, cringe-worthy at the deepest times, and downright funny some of the time, but it is not an easy one to put down once you've started. 18+ HEAR ME READ? More Pages!

Barbie, Fashion Dolls, Action Figure Collection Videos Miniature Mansions Videos The Collections CLICK IMAGES TO WATCH VIDEOS Video 20 - Mostly SPICE GIRLS Video number TWENTY. Mostly SPICE GIRLS - over the years. You've already seen tons of them NRFB. Have you been enjoying the collection so far? I have posted one video each day. Let me know what you want to see. Video 18 - STAR TREK Figures/dolls Video number EIGHTEEN Star Trek figure highlights - the stunning time and space explorers. A bit rushed toward the end. May be a tad longer than some media allows. Have you been enjoying the collection so far? I have posted one video each day. Video 15 - KENNER Steve Scout dolls Video number FIFTEEN. Kenner Steve Scout collection highlights. I'll post video number sixteen tomorrow. Have you been enjoying the collection so far? Help me manifest "my dream museum" by putting it out to the universe. If you have missed any vids, just scroll back on my page. Video 14 - MATTEL Barbie & the ROCKERS Video number FOURTEEN. Mostly "Barbie and the Rockers." I'll post video number fifteen tomorrow. Have you been enjoying the collection so far? Help me manifest "my dream museum" by putting it out to the universe. If you have missed any vids, just scroll back on my page or travel back in time. Video 12 - Mattel Vintage Barbie & Ken XII Video number TWELVE. I'll post video number thirteen tomorrow. Have you been enjoying the collection? Help me manifest my dream museum out to the universe. If you have missed any vids, just scroll back on my page. I have posted one each day. CLICK IMAGE to go to VIDEO 12 Video 10 - The Brooke Shields Collection I Video number TEN. I'll post video number eleven tomorrow. YES - We're still less than halfway through the collection, if you can imagine. If you have missed any, just scroll back on my page. I have posted one each day. #abusesurvivor #lgbtqia #ADHD #ptsd #author #michaelhuntermcvay #barbie #childhoodmemories #vintage #meridianms #palmsprings #loveislove #witch #brookeshields Video 08 - Mattel - More Early Vintage B Video number EIGHT. I'll post video number nine tomorrow as long as there is still interest in seeing the collection. Some really fun videos are coming up! We're still less than halfway through. If you have missed any, scroll back on my page. Hug an author! #abusesurvivor #lgbtqia #ADHD #ptsd #author #michaelhuntermcvay #barbie #childhoodmemories #vintage #meridianms #palmsprings #loveislove #witch #skipperdoll Video 06 - Mostly Donny & Marie dolls More of my collection. Video number SIX. I'll post video seven tomorrow as long as there is interest. Remember I'm an author who needs to sell books . Type my full name, Michael Hunter McVay, into the search box on Amazon in any country to see my available titles. Cheap! #abusesurvivor #lgbtqia #ADHD #ptsd #author #michaelhuntermcvay #barbie #childhoodmemories #vintage #meridianms #palmsprings #loveislove #witch #donnyandmarie Video 04 - Mattel Mostly Mods II More of my Mattel Barbie MOD collection. Video number four. I'll post video five tomorrow as long as there is still interest. Remember, I have ADHD and c-PTSD, so I could quit at anytime for a while. I go through my phases. Hey! That's me! Video 02 - Mattel Vintage Barbie and Ken II I promised I would share another display cabinet today, so here it is. NUMBER TWO. Many many more to come as long as there is interest. As long as you want to see more dolls and other toys, I'll keep making the videos with another cabinet tomorrow. Don't forget, I'm an author and I need lovely readers! Key in my full name to the search box on Amazon in any country, and my titles will be listed. Try one! I'm all but boring! I LOVE my friends from all over the country and the world. I wish I could come and give each one of you a hug to show my appreciation for having you in my life! #kindle #adhd #ptsd #kindle #author #michaelhuntermcvay #vintage #barbie #childhoodmemories #loveislove #magick #meridianms #palmsprings Mini Mansion Number 16 Please enjoy! Here is another 1/12 scale miniature mansion that I built from scratch over a six month period - going without sleep too! LOL! This one seems to hold more interests than some of my other structures. Scroll back for many more builds. #abusesurvivor #lgbtqia #ADHD #ptsd #author #michaelhuntermcvay #barbie #childhoodmemories #vintage #meridianms #palmsprings #loveislove #witch #miniature REMOVED May replace video soon Mini Video 12 - The Travel Trailer I finished the travel trailer!!! Weeeee! I put it in the doll room for now, so I'm giving a quick look at some of the dolls too, even though the room is a mess at the moment! I hope you enjoy it anyway!! NO AUDIO (except loud crackling sounds from phone cam's super-sensitive mic). There is another room full of the miniature places and my bedroom is basically a doll room as well.....but too disorganized to show today. #abusesurvivor #lgbtqia #ADHD #ptsd #author #michaelhuntermcvay #barbie #childhoodmemories #vintage #meridianms #palmsprings #loveislove #witch #diversity #gayman #dolls #miniatures Video 19 - Mostly JUSTIN BIEBER Dolls Video number NINETEEN Justin Bieber doll figure highlights - over the years. Yep, it's a pretty big collection of just the Biebs. Have you been enjoying the collection so far? I have posted one video each day. Let me know what you want to see. There's rooms full. Exciting stuff coming up. Video 16 Twilight Saga Dolls Video number SIXTEEN. Mattel's Twilight doll highlights - the stunning vampires. It may take some time to gather and set up for the next video, but in my guesstimate, we're still less than halfway into the collection. Have you been enjoying the collection so far? Help me manifest "my dream museum" by putting it out to the universe. If you have missed any vids, travel back in time or just scroll back on my page. Video 17 - Harry Potter Figures/dolls Video number SEVENTEEN. Harry Potter doll highlights - the stunning witches. AND a peek at KISS. Have you been enjoying the collection so far? I have posted one video each day. Video 13 - MODS III & Mixed Clones Video number THIRTEEN. I'll post video number fourteen tomorrow. Have you been enjoying the collection so far? Help me manifest "my dream museum" out to the universe. If you have missed any vids, just scroll back on my page. I have posted one each day. #abusesurvivor #lgbtqia #ADHD #ptsd #author #michaelhuntermcvay #barbie #childhoodmemories #vintage #meridianms #palmsprings #loveislove #witch #diversity michaelhuntermcvay.com Video 11 - Bionic & Six Million $ Dolls Video number ELEVEN. I'll post video number twelve tomorrow. More vintage Barbie tomorrow. If you have missed any, just scroll back on my page. I have posted one each day. Hey! I'm an author who needs to sell my books. Type my full name, Michael Hunter McVay, into the search box on Amazon in any country to see my available titles. Support a struggling author! #abusesurvivor #lgbtqia #ADHD #ptsd #author #michaelhuntermcvay #barbie #childhoodmemories #vintage #meridianms #palmsprings #loveislove #witch #bionic Video 09 - Doll Room STACKS & BOOK! Video number Nine. I'll post video number ten tomorrow. This one is out of sequence because I have to redo one. It flipped half way through -arrgh. Some really fun videos are coming up! YES - We're still less than halfway through the collection. If you have missed any, scroll back on my page. I have posted one each day. Remember I'm an author who needs to sell books . Type my full name, Michael Hunter McVay, into the search box on Amazon in any country to see my available titles. Cheap! Support a struggling author! I really can't afford to give any more away. I believe in me, and if you will too - I'll make it, because I believe in YOU! #abusesurvivor #lgbtqia #ADHD #ptsd #author #michaelhuntermcvay #barbie #childhoodmemories #vintage #meridianms #palmsprings #loveislove #witch #cptsd Video 07 - MEGO Cher & Sonny I of III More of my collection. Video number SEVEN I'll post video eight tomorrow as long as there is still some interest. There are more Cher, Farrah, Diana, Captain & Tenille and other MEGO doll Videos on my page or search here. #abusesurvivor #lgbtqia #ADHD #ptsd #author #michaelhuntermcvay #barbie #childhoodmemories #vintage #meridianms #palmsprings #loveislove #witch #sonnyandcher Video 05 - Mattel MOSTLY MODS III More of my Mattel MOD collection. Video number five. I'll post video six tomorrow as long as there is interest. The other mods are on my page, if you scroll. Remember I'm an author who needs to sell books . Type my full name, Michael Hunter McVay, into the search box on Amazon in any country to see my available titles. Cheap! Video 03 - Mostly Vintage B + some Mixed This is the third of many Barbie display cabinets I promised to share. It is Mostly VINTAGE Barbie, but there is some Cher and others sharing this space along a few of the vintage cars, to start. If you missed the other vids, take a look back at the videos from yesterday and the day before. Let me know if you want to see more. I have rooms full. Video 01 - Mattel Vintage Barbie & Ken I I've made a video of another doll display case. One of dozens. Let me know if you want to see more. No one commented on my last video of Mod dolls, so I took it down. Please enjoy these! If there is enough interests in my collection, I'll continue to add a video of the next display case tomorrow. We're calling this one VIDEO Number ONE with MODs and Vintage. Once I get my "dream" Museum, I'll organize everything in perfect order by year, brand, etc. Also - my spill, I'm an author. Put my FULL name in the search box on Amazon to get my book titles. LOVE!! #michaelhuntermcvay #kindle #magick #author #loveislove #childhoodmemories #meridianms #gayromance #palmsprings #ptsd #adhd #barbie #vintage REMOVED May replace soon Mini Mansions and street scene Video 13 Here is another quick look at one of the street scenes with the pub and stores I built, then a look at a very HOUSE-CROWDED room. I hope you have enjoyed my builds. REMOVED I may replace removed videos if there is NEW interests. I STOPPED ADDING VIDEOS HERE DUE TO LACK OF INTERESTS

Information about author, illustrator, and Miniaturist, Michael Hunter McVay. Latest books, projects and updates. (#Michael, Little Boy Black & Blue) ABOUT ME Let’s Go! Book Talk "This is from my BIO, but if you want to hear what I actually have to say - skip this passage:" Michael Hunter McVay is a retired art instructor, a world-class miniaturist, and the author of Michael, Little Boy Black & Blue: Surviving the Effects of a Poisonous Child Abuser Trilogy. As well as his Non-fiction memoir describing extreme child abuse, he has published other genres of books and poems. Michael is a singer, makeup artist and performer. He has acted in a few movies, stage productions, pride events and has played an extra in a few off-beat films. A professionally trained art teacher, Michael illustrated several books and an award-winning book cover for the Mississippi Community College Creative Writing Association. As well as an artist, Michael has written short stories and plays for all ages. He taught school as an art teacher and as an elementary school teacher until retiring after the tragic death of his beloved mother on his birthday. When not writing, he spends time on his collections and restoring dolls. His memoir, Michael, Little Boy Black & Blue: Surviving the Effects of a Poisonous Child Abuser, was written as an account of the trials and tribulations of his excessively abusive and violent childhood. Adult survivors of child abuse typically develop serious health conditions later in their lives. Michael suffers from Meniere's Disease, complex PTSD, and a host of other conditions as a result of the decades of abuse he endured throughout his life. Michael lost his biological father at a young age to suicide. He and his mother, both, attempted suicide during their years spent with a maniacal psychotic abuser, his stepfather. Through his writing, Michael shows us his sense of humor even during the darkest of times. While he reveals horrendous episodes of abuse in his writing, he shares what was going on in his head as it was happening, often remaining calm at the worst of times. Michael and his partner Christopher, world travelers, live with their dog in sunny, Southern California, where they enjoy long walks and cooking. Michael spends his retirement writing, creating, and building highly detailed miniature structures. They dream of someday opening a museum filled with Michael's enormous collections - shown in some of his books. "I could never accept a compliment. I felt hideous and worthless throughout my life, after being called disgusting things on a daily basis. I tried to hide my insecurities, even from myself. I was told I could not and would not be loved - ever! But I have been! So nanny, nanny, poo-poo!" PLEASE CHECK OUT MY TIK TOK PAGE FOR HAPPY, DAILY, WITCHY WISHES! MY TIK TOK

A pictorial journey of thriving after child abuse, violence and extreme family trauma. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger? My CRAZY, ADHD, C-PTSD, INCREDIBLE Life in Images and Videos TRY CLICKING the images shown below, which are in NO Particular order, to see corresponding videos, clips, or links related to each image shown. Some clips have been removed. Commenting has been "mostly" removed, because it's not good when strangers come on and start fighting with each other! LOL! I LOVE PEACE! ** There may be image issues on some phones, tablets or PC's Panama City Beach, Florida at the age of fourteen Long hair! Didn't care! It was merely a sign of the times. No video* Supermodel Doll Makeover 10-24-2026 Here's another one! NOTHING is in order on this page, so look around. Who knows what you'll find. It's like being at a thrift store or rubbish bin! Weeeee! Before and After Process 10-24-2026 See the full process on my Facebook page, while video is still up. Shameful, eh? It was the early through mid 1980s A former BF REALLY liked his photography hobby! I was always the underwear model, until I found out there were others - many, many others! LOL! If he took a thousand pics of just me, I can't imagine how many are even out there. He may still be doing it, but not with me! Whew! No videos can be shown of this series. So, it's a no hair day! This is from one of my DAILY WISH videos. I have placed quite a number of snippets (small portions) from my 4 years of Daily Wish videos here, sharing mostly the "wish" part and nothing else. Click to see the clip. "Have YOU lost weight?" Ribbed for your pleasure. In my former Meridian, Mississippi home "playing and sweating." The home was destroyed by a storm. A magnificent structure and historical home - not a trace of it left now. 10-23-2026 Supermodel GlowUp - AA edition 02 Makeovers of AA Supermodel dolls. See before and after images on FB, and the video here. Feeling white and fluffy, but I will still bite you. I'm feral. This image is from my Youtube "Daily Wish" clips, that I stopped and restarted during a 4- year period, finally coming to a halt in early 2025. Most clips were removed (by me) due to sensitivity issues from comments. Instead of just deleting comments - I removed everything that people made me sad or angry about. I had a lot to learn. Early 1980's San Francisco, duh! I took off by myself in the early 1980s a few times and stayed weeks in San Francisco without telling anyone I had even gone. That's how I rolled. Here's a "practicing bitch" I mean witch! I don't NEED the bitch practice. I'm an expert at "bitchin' but a novice at witchin' and wishin' but I promise "Do NO Harm" was always my motto. All power should be used for GOOD. That's too much BAD out there already! SEE CLIP> Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat. I think it was around 1994-95 in Meridian, MS at the Little Theatre. It was a play I was in. Yeah, I was in a bunch of 'em in a few towns. Still ain't nobody! Been in movies too, but ya know. Indeed, I own these shoes in several colors! Suits too! Look at it this way, you can have one GOOD suit or you can have a dozen TEMU suits that last just long enough to make a video. LOL! I'm kidding, right? I love purple. I even had on purple contacts and my purple phone case. SEE clip> That time when I was owned by these wild cats! Puerto Vallarta, Mex I have videos that I "may" add here, but I have to find the right flashdrive/memory card, etc. We all had a blast! Do I look like a retired college Professor? Well, I was, albeit an interim....and that's not Latin. I felt like I was one of those kids, but they saw me as an old, old man - not a bad thing, I might add! This image is from the Daily Wish videos. I am attaching one, but it may not be the one for this image. I tried! My first outfit to honor my Scottish heritage was cheap indeed! Well, I LOOKED CHEAP IN IT! It was me that was cheap - not the outfit. Rude! An old, pale, white bitch needs color! Follow me for more fashion accidents, er, um advice. At any age, I shall do as I please. If I'm going to someplace professional, I shall dress the part. If I am clubbing, I don't give two fecks what anyone thinks! I will be me with my old droopy tits and all! Was I lost? No, just showing vulnerability and how the least of us should matter as much as those at the top. But I will not carry you on my back. This is for nothing but to show where ANY of us could be when we are born into a poor family. I hope you'll never understand. "Hey! Momma! I think I recognize that monkey! I think he was my old teacher!" ...and I was. Blessed be! There was a video for this one, but I can't find it, so here's a chopped off clip from another one instead. The books did do pretty good at first. 1979 Brian McCann took this picture of me. SAD story! Triggering and horrifying! He was dead for 30 years before I Knew he had been alive at all! I wrote about it. I blocked out his existence without knowing it until the memories came back. I never believed that was thing, until it happened to me. Each day, I wake up and thank the gods for my uncanny ability to accessorize! Bigger pieces serve to distract the viewer from the ugly bits.... I added a clip, but it is not the one for this outfit. There's so dang many to go through. No 'Piece" on my head either! "Hey! Momma! I think THIS monkey was also my old teacher!" Yes, I was! Damn! I was a damn GOOD teacher! I loved all of my kids and I could see myself in some of the Hell-raisers! Gretel was burned to a crisp, but I escaped the oven, only to become "ONE OF THEM!" I was quite Hansel then. I have attached one of my book promo vids to this one, since the books are showing. I'm not a cheap HO! YOU have to buy me an expensive dinner or something before I'll do cheap tawdry things! I mean - I have my standards. I'll still do it, but I stand behind those standards. I will only stoop so low! Circa 2009. At my OLD house in Meridian. It is no longer there. So, it was blown away, while I was away too. Wiped away by a storm not long after I moved out, leaving my BF at the time behind. He became a force that I refused to recon with. Read about it in my books. Houston, TX right after high school - like that same day, when I should have been home. I played way too much and way to often in Houston! My first consensual act of deviancy occurred there and I hated it as much as the NEVER consensual crap I had been through. Any acts of "love" were triggering for me. #foryouシ #magic #adhd #PTSD #author #michaelhuntermcvay #love #peace #happy #lucky #fashion #loveislove #Halloween #goodvibes #Ghost #witch #wish #family #October #lgbtqia #spooky #superstar #makeup #artist #glowup #fypシ DUCK LIPS AIN'T PRETTY - DON'T DO THAT SHIT!

Discover what it's like to live with complex PTSD after childhood family violence and trauma. Michael Hunter McVay LGBTQ+ Author BUY HARDCOVER BUY PAPERBACK Buy Kindle eBook Little Boy Black & Blue A Survival Story - FULL VERSION NON-Fiction/ Abuse-Survival / Memoirs ISBN-13 979-8792164192 (THIS book is Complete and updated. It consists of the first three books - "Michael, Little Boy Black & Blue," "Michael Little Boy Blacker & Bluer," and "PTSD and Me," combined, from the trilogy. You do NOT need those three books, if you have this ONE updated book). "Yeah! Don't spend extra money unless you have too much! Amazon lets me set my books for FREE a couple of times a year! Always check that! I'm here to try to help! I'm too old to not know what it is like to struggle anyway! So far, I've given away and donated more than 400 or so books, that I paid for, since they're not free for me either, but now I have run out of extra books." This is the 469 page, updated and FULL VERSION compilation of THREE books in ONE full color book that delves into a life of utter chaos! Mentally and physically abused, young Michael struggled to find normalcy in a world filled with torture and seemingly unending turmoil. From the early age of five, Michael began to develop unique coping mechanisms in order to survive the ongoing agony of his daily life. What was his special power? Was it always there, or did it manifest due to necessity? What is it that awakens him seconds before the phone or doorbell rings? What gives him warnings of potential harm? Can you relate to such a strange life? Are you ready to dive in? "I used to stick metal fingernail files into electrical outlets, just to go flying across the room! It stunned me, but I think I liked the feeling, because I did it several times! Damn! I must have been such a handful!" Explore page after page of full color images from Michael's unique fashion doll, action figure and toy collections and his magnificent builds of fabulous miniatures and dolls - a secret world he retreated to from his earliest days while spending his time in graveyards. To this day, he continues to grow and expand his marvelous collections. "I felt safer on a stranger's tomb than being at home." In his alone time, free from the restraints of his abuser, he created his own little "perfect" family of dolls and secret places. He created a family of puppets made from peanuts at pre-school age, then another group from sewn cloth - Not for Voodoo - he knew nothing about that! He wasn't allowed to have toys as a youngster, but he created a maze of hiding places for his "collected" things and for himself. He grew a massive collection of dolls and he built miniature mansions. The struggle behind the scenes remained real, however, with threats and violence that left life-long scars. Who knew? What will you learn about yourself? Are you brave enough to go on this bizarre journey? "Now, I have everything I couldn't have as a kid. Guess I'm an old, BROKE-ASS hoarder! I did not say 'Ho," I said hoarder! Michael refused to be bound by his past, but he found that it has a way of catching up when least expected. His, is a story of pain, loss and torment, but it also serves as an example of hope, perseverance and resilience. Through his journey, he was able to overcome the temptations of suicide, drugs, sexual abuse and torture to become a successful artist, teacher and miniaturist, all while searching for someone that he never knew he had lost. Tragedy and torment became Michael's normal, but how does one move on? Did he? "It comes and goes in phases - always will. There is no healing, just dealing! I'm not trying to fool anyone into thinking they can move on and just forget their trauma! There will always be triggers!" Michael, Little Boy Black & Blue Surviving the Effects of a Poisonous Child Abuser Book number ONE of three books. (Or purchase the 469 page FULL version, shown above, which is a compilation of the original trilogy with added updates). An inspiring survival story of a boy who experienced decades of abuse and torture at the hands of a maniac! "Michael, Little Boy Black & Blue," the 1st book of a three-part trilogy, chronicles the life and the experiences of an LGBTQ youth who endured unimaginable mental and physical abuse and violence starting at the age of five, in the early 1960s, continuing through the gay movement of the 1970s, the AIDS epidemic and its backlash of the 1980s and beyond, which resulted in his development of severe complex PTSD and other health conditions. He suffered from ADHD during a time that it was yet unheard of by most professionals. Michael's tale, is a story of pain, loss and torment, but it also serves as an example of hope, perseverance and resilience. Through his journey, he was able to overcome the temptations of suicide, drugs, sexual abuse and torture to become a successful artist, a teacher and a miniaturist, all while searching for someone that he never even knew he had lost. BUY IT NOW MY OTHER BOOKS - Info on following pages. See a SAMPLE or BUY THE BOOKS Additional Information MichaelisHarley@gmail.com California, United States Find us on social media

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